I Am A Logos Of Living
Who Am I?
Who am I? How can I figure out my true Identity?
The simple answer I that I have an conditional nature of myself derived from the external relation to an internal self who is similar: I must be Ilsa since I am the same as Ilsa. This would be called the Zero Difference of who I am and my identity. My inside thoughts feelings and viscera are conditional in relation to all the activities of each part and the intersections of all relations within 500 levels of intersections of time and place the I, or We have been or thought of being or saw, felt or heard the concept of being in relation to the value of our past thoughts, feelings and actions. Value based on the relative balance on the scales of justice that relates to how many people benefited or diminished by your behaviors, those words, feelings sent in subtle vibrations as well as thoughts which generate health or not inside and flow out as actions in its many material levels.
I have a relative identity, which is a conditional nature of Ilsa as completely external. Who I am is defined by the whole structural difference at the same time by the similarity to myself and by the differences. Our human brain is hard wired to be comfortable with 80 to 100 individuals with whom we share the relative identity that insures that we remain robust enough to ensure the continuation of civilization. Authority becomes external mandate of values with resistance to, and without curiosity, imagination, boldness, flexibility/adaptability, humor, compassion and objectivity. This changes our inner knowing to some Mystic Science that is not grounded in our footprint on the path of our life. Our deep inner wisdom is overturned by the external commercial thinking about truth refocused outside the musings of who and what I am in the privacy of the great silence. Carry your thoughts as a small achievement!
I ask myself about my simple survival. Take care of surviving then I have the time to contemplate my purpose on Earth and the meaning of Life as a singularity and as a member of a community.
Self-care is paramount in the process. Do you wash your face lovingly? Your health and general personality is as plain as your appearance of your face and posture. Do you remember to pay special attention to your individual needs? Condition your hair and use a good sunscreen to make sure you will not look frazzled and burnt to a crisp. Take special care of the decoration details, such as making sure you have clean nails and that your toes nails support good walking by not being too long. It has long been understood that the simple acts like polishing a table top until it glistens and is impervious to stains by reason of the layers of fine wax and muscle power. Taking the time to care for the small parts of the tips of your toes until they are comfortable and clean to carry your whole self through the pace of your day is an important step in self knowledge.
Self-care teaches what Leadership is really like, when you are sick and tired of being sick and tired. You must take a up the courage to say the truth of what is inside may be very very wrong
I talked with a young black man about how adults might work to interest his friends in some part of the plight of young black men in this county, state and city. He boldly told me that the friends in his age group do not have the interest to devote time to the issue of their position in society or the question of who they are. He did not feel that he could lead any of his associates toward this conversation until they were ready enough to open the issue and remark about the concern.
Deep racism has made a permanent pulsing anger in Black Men. ‘Who am I’, has not reached the intersection of intellect and heart in a majority of our young citizens. Take up the challenge toward higher understanding of the preciousness of your chance to face yourself as you truly are. Read the history of Fanny Lu Hamer, who put her life in danger to give all Americans the right to vote. She had a short life, but look at what she did for the National Political agenda! She did the powerful inner searching then focused her ideas to make the world a better place while taking on this complicated external situation. She literally turned the American Nation around then focused the human rights in the rest of the world. Obstacles now need to be seen as multifaceted opportunities for growth. This is true in America and our global partners. Do you sense a certain urgency to see yourself in the blinding light of truth so that you may join the Mecca of possibility of building the health and prosperity in grace with harmony in thought, feeling and action?
We each must strive toward creating critical mass of seekers with whom to build intimacy toward a conversation about who we each are as individuals and as a society. This is paramount in both relative and absolute terms. Write down your list of questions and be ready to listen to the shared responses.
Where do I go to find out who I am?
How do I find out who and what I am?
Where do I need to go to get this self knowledge?
When can I make time to do this self searching?
Inside me there is a reason for the way I think, feel and move in my circles.
Sometimes I feel I have to sit still and let my mental gyrations settle so that i can just feel the breath move into my nostrils and down into my tummy.
Feeling the air passing into your nose sometimes takes practice over a period of time and concentration.
Sit still, just sit still and don’t wiggle. Don’t jump up to do that thing you just remembered. Sometimes you believe you are sitting quietly, but the mind and nerves are pumping ideas and your body is tense.
Everyone has a habit in the way they hold their body on their skeleton. This habit of form shows in the way we walk and move. This habit is sent to the flesh and nerves from the brain.
Now is a perfect time to look into and try to unravel this ball of habits we have become. It is the right time to see what we want to save and what we want to change or clean out.
One Poem About Space Between Protons
The Maha Prajna Paramita Heart Sutra
Perceiving that all five skandhas are empty saves all beings from suffering.
Form does not differ from emptiness, emptiness does not differ from form.
Form is emptiness, emptiness is form.
No appearing, no disappearing.
No taint, no purity.
No increase, no decrease.
All dharmas are marked with emptiness.
No cognition—no attainment.
Nirvana.
Unexcelled perfect enlightenment—anuttara samyak sambodhi.
Gate, gate, paragate, parasamgate, bodhi svaha!
Gone, Gone, Gone Beyond, Awake Yourself Now!
Never An Absence Of Butterflies
Which part of the root anchors the exchange of dandritic communication with which part of the branch on the tree of life where the Butterfly alights?
Action potential propagation reacts as the electrical energy emerges in our real life real time facts. Love is our most important thinking. As I look to meditation as the path of participation in the creation of the life raft to save our human family.
Dynamically Rewiring: To get us to build more dynamic system.
I have always believed and patterned my information connection while feeling deeply that: Imagination is more important than knowledge: Einstein
The Blue Brain Project applies not only to creating a Star Trek ‘Data,’ but also to understand the direct connections of our striving for balance, poised peace, and clarity in meditation. In many books, scientists have been reading in an effort to define consciousness. The “Artificial Inteligence” community, working to build a computer which works at integrating information in the same globular way as the human brain does. The AI groups are digging into structural aspects that work both in Science and Philosophy.
This intersection of computational imperative and biological fact provides tools which will serve our many unhappy friends as well as ourselves. We are the makers of our brains. This turns out to be a true fact! Analogue or digital FMRI reflects synaptic activity, not just the zeros and ones! Dendrites process and select the one perception of spacial http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spacial), temporal pattern, which is the right perception for that time and place. Everything else we think, feel, see, hear, touch, and smell is a creative action just like an animator!
The right information that we chose will allow us to be more efficient in perception. This works as our ‘resting potential’ as we live together and interact. Therefore, we combine perceptions in a tower of one hundred thousand tiny units. Our brain is composed of single widgets stacked in a tower that pump information and filter all input to create a complex of moving forms. The chemistry, after ten years of research, is still focused on one sliver in the tower. We animate and activate what we want to see at any particular moment. This is what makes balance and poise possible.
I want to inspire you to choose clarity in your everyday activities by understanding the very smallest center of creativity within your own head. The activity within this membrain, filled with chemical juices, is the root of all of our complex world. This tiny widget is the electrical pump of thought. This electrical impulse generates 85 ‘thoughts’ per second. If you do not get to control the ever-moving electrical connections, then you are lost in a multitude of sensations you process every second. Rather than bring us closer, this constant pumping of information pushes us farther apart. When I am responding to my reaction to tastes and feelings, I am animating a boundary that keeps me from being open to what is in front of me. This keeps everybody and everything at a less desirable distance. If you want your way of doing everything and I want only my way, then we cannot unite our human root with our individual branch!
Our different brains build different models of the world. We build our world to have our own individualization and perception, yet we want to integrate with many other individuals.
If you would like more information or clarification on this subject, feel free to send me your questions and/or opinions.
Today, Yet Again At The ATT Store, Customer Always Comes First, NOT
There is nothing they can do for me.
( Customer Always Comes First, NOT!)
Yea Right! Help me figure out this mess and walk the path to get the government Involved.
A nice salesman told me that!
There is nothing else ATT will do to help you get sservices in your home.
He did some card thing and said he would ‘recalibrate’ my mobile cell triangulation. This was to let me know that I do not and will not get a booster or any service from their office for me to be able to use my ’smart phone’. The last 7 months of my service from ATT is complete fraud. I pay and get vapor and bad mannered conversations. The manager will not let any of the staff ‘help’ me any more. My calls to ATT tech are dropped in mid conversation. I need a geek buddy to navigate this next intersection of this mess.
What phone and what provider service? I want to send ATT this Zen Comment!
ZEN Comment:
Quote Of The Day 02.01.10
“This greed anger and ignorance is the key, and that actually pervades all human beings, until its being worked on, the small mind contains, the conditioned mind contains the greed anger and ignorance. And this is what has to be seen through and when this is seen through then you realize that you’re in harmony with your fellow man, and also objects, animate and inanimate objects. That you and them are the same. You wouldn’t want to kill anybody because you’d be killing yourself as well. This is the study and practice of meditation, that you begin realizing this very important aspect, because we’re very good at the other stuff. In fact a whole society and culture is like a conspiracy against the spirit…”
-Jakusho Kwong-Roshi
AT&T Fraud Crime: WTF!
If you get invited to an AT&T executive’s wedding, don’t go. The reception will be terrible.
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&ref=ts&gid=276603739379
like who cares about the consumer? i phone or ipad it is all the same juice-less junk. paperweights!
this is a cash cow being milked…att gives no cell coverage in my home or in my neighborhood and apple allows this. so it is a game of chicken to see who is dumb enough to buy the toy with no juice. it is fraud on both parts of the partnership
http://attcritic.blogspot.com/2010/01/how-to-make-your-at-phone-bill.html
NEW YORK � Stung by complaints about dropped calls and slow wireless downloads, AT&T Inc. is going to spend an additional $2 billion to improve its network this year.
The country’s largest telecommunications company has faced an aggressive ad campaign from Verizon Wireless that attacks the quality and range of AT&T’s network.
On Thursday, AT&T executives spent an unprecedented amount of time on their fourth-quarter earnings conference call to defend the wireless network and detail how they plan to make it better.
They acknowledged that wireless traffic, particularly from the iPhone, means that performance in San Francisco and Manhattan are below AT&T’s targets.
AT&T said problems have been reduced in the last three months. And to keep tackling the service issue, it is ramping up its capital spending this year, from $17.3 billion last year to between $18 billion and $19 billion. While it didn’t break out how much will be invested in wireless, it said the increase over last year would be about $2 billion. It will add more cell towers and connect the towers to faster, fiber-optic lines.
“Wireless is our No. 1 investment priority,” said John Stankey, head of AT&T’s Operations division.
In the fourth quarter, AT&T added a near-record 2.7 million wireless customers, defying expectations. However, 1 million were non-phone devices, largely consisting of e-book readers. AT&T has deals to support the latest version of Amazon.com Inc.’s Kindle, Sony Corp.’s Reader and Barnes & Noble Inc.’s Nook.
AT&T probably gets relatively little revenue from each e-reader device. Analyst Craig Moffett at Sanford Bernstein puts it at a few dollars per month. But AT&T is taking clear leadership in providing service for non-phone devices, which are seen as the next big growth area for wireless.
The highest-paying customers are those who sign two-year contracts, and AT&T added just 910,000 customers who have those, compared with 1.2 million at Verizon.
AT&T also said it activated 3.1 million iPhones, the second-highest quarterly total so far, demonstrating the continuing allure of the Apple phone. AT&T achieved that despite the lack of a new iPhone model in the quarter.
Analyst Craig Moffett at Sanford Bernstein called the wireless results “mixed.” He was disappointed by the number of new contracts, and noted that AT&T continues to be very reliant on the iPhone, for which it is the exclusive U.S. carrier.
Apple and AT&T haven’t said how long their exclusive contract lasts, but Apple appeared to reaffirm its commitment to AT&T on Wednesday, when it announced that AT&T will be the sole U.S. data provider for its new tablet-style computer, the iPad.
Analyst Christopher King at Stifel Nicolaus said it was unclear what motivated Apple to stay with AT&T. The decision does not necessarily preclude the possibility that the iPhone could come out with another carrier, like Verizon, later in the year, King said.
AT&T will be offering a novel deal for iPad owners: $30 per month for unlimited data service, with no contract. That’s half of what data service costs for a laptop, but AT&T is also expecting data use from the iPad to be less than what laptops use. The iPad will run iPhone applications rather than full-blown and more data-intensive programs. Chief Financial Officer Rick Lindner said AT&T will have attractive service margins.
AT&T, which is based in Dallas, earned $3 billion, or 51 cents per share, in the last three months of the year. That was up 26 percent from a year earlier, and matched the average analyst expectation as polled by Thomson Reuters.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/01/28/att-wireless-service-in-n_n_440506.html
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Dead Dogma
What do you think about dead dogmatism and the fall of morality? The way you walk your walk and talk your talk is weighted and seen through the eyes of emerging angels. If you smoke and drink the baby can see and feel the energy and becomes confused. Is this Love? Are these actions good and beautiful? Is this what is as the smile in my young heart?
Do what I say and not what I do is tearing our families and our world apart.
I was talking to a science teacher two nights ago about the science events in our area. It would be great to refresh is mind with something interesting and bring creativeness and delight into his work weary mind. We each have areas of interest that are placed on the back parts of our thinking in favor of the task at hand minute after minute.
I suggested that an evening out in his area of interest would be restful and renew his vitality for teaching the basics in his middle school. Another woman looked right at me and said that would not be good because science was something he already knew! The gray cloud stayed in her mind since he looked at me with interest. How often are we surrounded by seemingly good, well intentioned people who are just trying to bring us down?
More than cement covering the grassy path the nay sayers spouting dark individual dogma covers the process of forward motion. How can our gene pool be immortal if we are stopped in mid strand by strident insatiable dogma ?
Ahh, the gift of ‘freedom of thought’ is the greatest gift we can give our children. It is not important to teach children to think like us because all young people will see clearly what we think. The gift of joyous education into the goodness and beauty of life in the here and now is imparting the ability to think freely.
If you act with out integrity you must not be surprised that the children mirror your traits. It is principles rather than forms and words that matter.
world toilet
There is a thick web floatilla of plastics the size of texas floating in the pacific ocean. It is what we humans did. We created a world toilet in our water suply.
http://www.worldtoiletday.com/
http://bfi-internal.org
http://bfi-internal.org/dsnews/v11_no1/dangerous_species.jpg
My Brain: Blueberry’s Slowing Frontotemporal Dementia
First Evidence That Blueberry Juice Improves Memory In Adults
Posted by: Snowcrash on: January 24, 2010
Scientists are reporting the first evidence from human research that blueberries — one of the richest sources of healthful antioxidants and other so-called phytochemicals — improve memory. They said the study establishes a basis for comprehensive human clinical trials to determine whether blueberries really deserve their growing reputation as a memory enhancer.
Frontotemporal Dementia
A report on the study appears in ACS’ Journal of Agricultural and Food Chemistry, a bi-weekly publication.
Robert Krikorian and colleagues point out that previous studies in laboratory animals suggest that eating blueberries may help boost memory in the aged. Until now, however, there had been little scientific work aimed at testing the effect of blueberry supplementation on memory in people.
In the study, one group of volunteers in their 70s with early memory decline drank the equivalent of 2-2 l/2 cups of a commercially available blueberry juice every day for two months. A control group drank a beverage without blueberry juice. The blueberry juice group showed significant improvement on learning and memory tests, the scientists say. “These preliminary memory findings are encouraging and suggest that consistent supplementation with blueberries may offer an approach to forestall or mitigate neurodegeneration,” said the report. The research involved scientists from the University of Cincinnati, the U.S. Department of Agriculture, and the Canadian department of agriculture.
